I see around me a lot of 'not-so-capable' people holding such important positions. Maybe they are very capable in things that I fail to see. Maybe that is why they are actually very 'successful' and I am not so 'successful'. Maybe I criticize too much. Maybe I look for perfection in everything.

But I realize it is so very difficult for me to put up with mediocrity and mundaneness. I keep questioning God about these things. Why did he give me eyes that scan ? Why did he give me a brain like this which is so intolerant to mediocrity ? It is actually a pain when you can't laugh at those silly jokes and find everything around funny and hunky-dory !

Oh God ! I hate so easily !